wheeeeee

i did nothings today! was supposed to go shopping again and get my car's oil changed, but that was works and i did nots want to do it. stayed home and relaxed! did go out long enough to find a video card so i coulds hook up another monitor to my main box. gots 3 again, is very pretty =^.^=

gots this on the left, random stuffs in the middle, and irc on the right. makes for lots more room, and gives me room for photoshopping stuffs.

thinking abouts getting a tablet so i can starts drawing again. dont wants to spend more money now though, have spent too much lately. wants to start saving again, cuz i gots more travel to do! going to dc in november, gots my tickets! wanna go to san jose in january, will drive for that.

gots to go visit pino once he moves to chicago too, cuz chicago is kinda fun if you knows the right peoples. by the time i get there, he will knows them all =^.^=

busy day.

sat on my butt a lot. cleaned my turtle tank, cleaned my room some, collected trash to take down later. did nots do anything car related like i should have, but i did nots want to go outside.

did manage to pass two more 8 foot ddr songs! soon i will be ready for 9s =^.^=

was gonna do web design to day, but was lazy. thinks i might do some tonight instead of going out. gonna go to ffa laters for games, but that is at 1am. should really finish the turtleracing redesign since the anniversary is almost here! also have a new domain to make something out of, and i kinda wants to design something for pino on his website.

*burps*

don't forgets, sunday is bowling!

Birthday!

my birthday was tuesday. i turned 29. i did nots update cuz i was all busy =^.^=

tuesday went really bad, but ended really good. i said mean things to the office manager in the morning. i also gots a $35 parking ticket cuz i forgot to put change in the meter. was only gone 5 min before i realized it, but i still gots a ticket. i lost one of my contacts at noon, and had to go home to get my glasses then drive back to santa monica to go to the dmv to get my license renewed. that was nots so bad, cept the dmv was broken. had an apointment, but still had to wait forever and ever! then they lost my infos and i could nots get my picture taken. was at the dmv for 1.5 hours, icky. finally left, then hads to go deal with work stuffs till after 6:15. i was very tired by then. went home, hung out for a while. my lil brother called!

the good started when he called. things were much happier at that point. i drove down to brennan's pub to do some birthday drinking, and pino came down. we played darts, and he kicked my butt 4 games to nothing. contacts make darts weird, but he is better than me anyway and usually wins. was not very close this time though.

drank lots, got a lil buzzed. went to jerry's deli and drank another beer, and had soup! motzah ball soup is nummers. got home around 2am and went to sleeps not long after.

i spent weds doing laundry and being lazy. took the day off since i worked on my bday. i wanted sleeps, and laundry, and other stuffs.

i gots some nice things for my birthday =^.^=

i got a cute card from kat, which made me giggle. amy signed it too. i like amy, i hope i see her more.

gots a card from my dad, it was funny. had a big puppy on it with huuuuge eyes, and said "i'd rather get older than get neutered!" my dad is kinda weird. does not ever call me, but always sends a card.

gots a cd from pino with john coltrane - live at the village vanguard - the master tapes on it. very nice cd, i likes =^.^=

my lil brother calling was nice. we talked for a long time bout lots of stupid stuffs. i miss him, don't ever see him anymore. seen him and my neice and my sister in law twice in six years. same for the rest of my family. i do nots go home much =Y.Y=

this sunday i am going to do silly stuffs with furs. i thinks we are going bowling and DDRing and i will be drinking, then an after party in los alamitos. more infos is on the socalfurs mailing list for those that want. can also just call me, if you know my number. or just email me, the address is at the top of the page =^.^=

weekend update!

i knows i been bad about updating on weekends. it is cuz i am nots home at all!

thursday: turtle racing! i gots kinda drunk. really really drunk. left my phone at denny's afterwards.

friday: went and gots my phone, then went home. picked up fennecbob and clinton at the northridge metrolink station. fennecbob yelled 'la migra' at a bunch of mexicans right by my house. was not so good. hung out at my place and played ddr! was fun. sluf came over too, then we went to wal-mart cuz i wanted a fan. all the fans were gone =Y.Y= fennecbob bought a sewing machine for tailmaking! thinks he and clinton are gonna finally make a tail for clinton so he stops taking mine =^.^=

we went to denny's and gots food. food is good! clinton had a milkshake. this was bad as it turns out.

took fennecbob to downtown LA for work. sluf drove =^.^= clinton got all sick and we had to find him a bathroom fast. was very very funny ^^ went back to my place after that so we could make sure he was ok, then we went to family fun and played until 4am. got backs to my place and i was tired, i fell asleep. sluf went home eventually.

saturday: was supposed to go to cookware demonstration, but got caught in traffic picking up fennecbob from downtown la. was not so good. ended up going driving! came back into the valley, then drove all the way to topenga, took the canyons to the pch, then wents to the 3rd street prom. i boughts new shorts, shirts, and a new wallet. peta was not all protesting likes they were supposed to be, they behaved. we did nots have to get silly with them.

decided to go south for no reason. drove down the pch and the coast all the way to palos verdes. went to the top of PV for no reason, but it was really peaceful and pretty. then went to point fermin and hung out. was supposed to meet sluf and chris there, but sluf sucks at leaving. he was very late! by the time he gots chris, we were gonna have to take fennecbob to downtown la. we saw racoons (lots!) at point fermin. it was nice =^.^=

drove fennecbob to downtown la, then met up with sluf and chris at aloha's place in los alamitos. sluf had his ex with him, and grauwolf was still at aloha's. jwoulf was there too! all of us but aloha (who was sicks) went to the beach by harbor house. was 6 furs, and 1 norm. saw the grunion run, which was neato. got kicked off the beach, so we went to harbor house and had foods for a few hours. we then walked around for an hour or so, and went back to aloha's place where we sat outside talking till almost 6am. i gots home with clinton around 7.

sunday: supposed to go to a bonfire, but i sucks at leaving and had to do stuffs. went to pick up sluf in santa clarita, then bought fans at the walmart out there cuz they actually had them in stock. drove to my place to drops them off, then decided it was too late for the bonfire. wents to ffa instead! i did lots of 7 foot songs, mostly heavy. did not gets good grades, but passed them all =^.^= drove clinton home after ffa (he lives in san pedro) then came back to my place with sluf and played street fighter. dropped off sluf, came home, am now updating!

i drove sooooo many miles this weekend. over 300 miles on saturday, and another 200 miles today. i gots to stop doing that, is silly. poor car wants an oil change again, and it has only been a month!

my birthday is tuesday. i gets to turn older, and do nothing. nots gonna do anything on my bday. might do stuffs on the weekend, but is so much work to plan and gets people together that i might nots bother. will be 29 this year, and don't care much. just means i am 1 year closer to 30, and i dunnos if i wanna be in los angeles when 30 hits. seems silly to still be here, though i likes the people and furs in this area.

oh well, gonna work on sleeps! must work tomorrow, cuz i wants to make more money =^.^=

oh my.

they tells me that this guy has a virus. i looks at his computer when i gets here, and what he has is a fake desktop image displaying a fake warning about a fake virus.

checks his stuffs, he had so much spyware and icky things it took me many many hours to clean it up. anytime i have to get out hijackthis and go to work, you know it is not good.

turns out he did have a virus, but it did not gets in till later cuz his anti-virus was broken. finally gots symantec corporate to install, but it did nots work right and could not be managed. had to makes it unmanaged.

then is when problems started, cuz a very important file was infected.

gonna replace soon, and things should work again.

why do peoples still use windows 98? =Y.Y=

stupid peoples.





last night was fun! i played ddr a bunch, and had my webcam up for peoples. was quite silly, played in all my gear. ears, collar, tail. even did a round with kirara!

might do that silliness again sometime, but i dunnos. maaaaaybe!

no sleeps comin round again =Y.Y=

dunnos why, but i am back to being up way too lates again. is not so good, not at all. makes me late for work which is no good, cuz late means less money!

contacts are done with, i gets to keep them forever and ever and ever now =^.^= i can take them out real good, no problems. putting in is now the harder part, but that is easy too.

i am going to go have funs on saturday! the local morning show guy on kfi640 is doing a cookware demonstration with dom deluise and i gots my tickets ^^ will be at least 3 furs there, so should be funny. may end up on the morning show, who knows! i wants new cookstuffs anyway, so the demonstration sounds like it is good fun and good learning.

gonna try to sleeps now!

(thhhhppppppppppppttttttt to kauracakes!)

=^.^=

work is weird today. i gots to sit around and poke exchange until it stopped being bad. then i got to go do my final eye exam for contacts! then i had to run run run run run to get a tape drive that wasn't there. turns out the owners wife picked it up and was driving around with it for no reason =Y.Y=

finally get tape drive, but lost the window to install it. no good =Y.Y=

now i am going to go get foods! dunnos what i wants to eat, but somethin gots to be nummers.

maybe i will go to the shack. they always have tasty things.

they also have stuffs to wake me up, cuz i am real tired =Y.Y=

end of weekend!

got home at 3:45am from dropping off clinton and chris. friday night was lots and lots of ddr and street fighter at ffa! we were there for 7 hours with verix. saturday was dnd! had nots been in forever, so was very happy to get to play again. afterwards we went to ffa again for more ddr =^.^= left at 4am and gots some drinks n munchies at denny's, then slept.

Sunday was today. went to bob's place to get a lesson in tail making, but the sewing machine died on the plush (hehehehe). ended up going to harbor house for foods, and so chris could return aloha's camera.

got home really late, which is bad. now i gonna gets no sleep =Y.Y=

will post tomorrow, promise!

i been bad about updating!

been two days, oh my! i did stuffs.

after racing, i drove to san pedro to get clinton. then i drove to los alamitos to visit aloha and grau, since grau was out here! he's not as bitter in real life as online, was happy to find that.

friday we did a whole bunch of nothing, till later. then clinton and i went and got verix. we took him to family fun arcade, and we were there about 7 hours, till they closed! they close at 4am, hehe. i was very sore from lots of ddr and street fighter. was a good time! we gots food and i dropped off verix at 6am, went home.

now i am gonna go to dnd. gots to buy a new stylus, cuz i lost mine somehow this morning! dunnos what i did with it, is very weird. normally i would nots lose something like that. prolly left it at denny's without knowing it.

I thinks tomorrow we are gonna go to anaheim and hang out with bob again. make tails n stuffs =^.^=

mrrrrrrrrrrrawr!

See? All better!

mood is better already. did nots last all of last night, which was nice. silly stuff happened which made me laugh. laughing makes my mood go up, which is good!

stupid stuffs, i know better than to reads it, but i still do it now and then anyway.

racing tonight! ffa tomorrow! fuuunnnn!

reading not so good.

when i read stuffs, things happen. lots of time goes away and i don't notice. my mood changes a whole lot.

my mood is the bad part.

i get too empathetic with the characters. how they feel, i feel.

i'm feeling very lonely and sad now, cuz i read the wrong stuffs. makes me think back to things i should have done differently. makes me regret choices i've made.

oh well. nothing i can do bouts stuff from before. but i do not wants to make those same mistakes again, and i thinks that is why i keep wanting to leave los angeles. too easy to make those mistakes here.

dunnos where i wanna go though. dunnos where i can find the happy i used to have many many many many years ago. dunnos if i had the happy then, either. just seems that way looking back.

will pass by me, soon. mood changes from books don't last more than a day or two, and usually passes faster. gonna go play ddr in my room, is 95 degrees right now =^.^=

fun fun fun fun

no contacts for me today, did not wants to put them in this morning. eyes are tired of them. getting used to them though, can use them kinda easy now!

did nots go out yesterday, cuz new toys showed up! you saw pix of both toys, but i did not come back to post more after playing. the pad is sooooo nice! it registers real good, and makes for good stepping. gonna writes a review for a website later, when i gots time!

this weekend looks busy from here. friday is FFA again. saturday is when i go back to playing dnd for the first time since early may. i have nots played cuz i been too busy. sunday is allllllllllll mine! gonna spend it doing boring stuffs like bills and budgets, buts ya gotta do that sometimes. buncha paperwork to write on and send places.

wish JT was nots gone, i got more stuffs i want her to make =Y.Y=

yay yippy yay!

gots two things today! my new tail, you can see at this link and my new pad! you can see that right here!

one!
two!


i just gots to play it now, it is nice! i really likes it. will write more later when i am not playing!

contacts, stuffs.

do nots like the contacts. eyes hurt, took a long time to get out, did not likes the experience. will keep trying till i do not hates it so much.

went out with chris and aloha, ate foods and yelled at aloha a lot. i was ranty n stuffs tonight...lot less katze and lots more drache. i do not likes doing that often, but cannots always be kitty. sometimes gots to let drache talk and say what needs to be said. not often, though. peoples do not listen. either they not wants to hear cuz they already know and don't likes it, or they do not understands.

sometimes, you finds person who listens. those peoples are special and should be kept very close. all peoples should be kept, but some gots to stay way out, others gots to stay in the close circle, and rare peoples gots to be in the special place. have not known those last peoples for some time, prolly wont know them in los angeles. this place is not so good for that.

may go out tomorrows, dunnos! if so, should be fun. if not, should be fun.

fun either way =^.^=

the squishies are still near me, and i still cannots stop squishing and pawing them. feels sooooooo good. i show you what they are sometime when i am nots tired and lazy.

gonna try for sleeps now. not working tomorrow, cuz i wants to sit here and try not to be dizzy and icky with contacts in.

oooo dizzy

wearing contacts now! never hads them before, this is weeeeeeeeird!

dunnos if i like or not, hard to get used to. do nots like taking them out. putting them in burns and burns and burns, but is not so bad. can handle burns, cannot handle pinches of taking out.

gots to get the hang of this somehow, dunnos how i will do so, though.

weekend over!

dropped clinton off this morning, so he is now home and safe. i thinks he had fun this weekend, cuz i know i did. lots of silly stuffs, as you saw before.

the squishies are neat! gots one in my car now, so i can paw at it rather than smoke when traffic is icky. worked good this morning, cuz i drove from panorama city to san pedro to santa monica. lots of driving, but it was ok. i did nots mind, gave me time to call family and say hi =^.^=

birthday is coming up, but dunnos what i wants to do. thinking bouts throwing a big party, but is so much work. peoples do nots throw parties for others anymore, least not out here. you throw your own party, is weird, huh? peoples are so spread out and nots everyone knows eachother's friends like back home. dunnos where i would do it at, so dunnos if i will bother.

my friend david goes back to working today! he has had troubles finding a new job since he got laid off, but now he has one and today was his first day. i hopes it goes well for him and that he likes it!

work time for me, gots things to do. will post more stuffs later, since i gots my phone back. means i can make posts whenever i wants!

Wow, busy!

been -very- busy, lots has happened and i gots all lazy and did nots update.

thursday was racing, and it was fun. i wore a new shirt and my old tail, just like normal. was...normal!

friday, whee! friday was a fun day. i slept, then sluf came over. sluf is someone i knew when i was at school, before he graduated. known him 3 years now, long time. he's a fur. did not knows that then. he did not knows i am a fur. i ran into him at the 4th of july party at the ps! was very very wierd and funny, all at once. he used to play street fighter with me, though i won a lot when we played.

he came over friday, watched some combo vids n stuffs, then we went to family fun arcade! i had been meaning to go there for a long long long long long long long long long (long) long long long time, and never dids, cuz it seemed far away. is not far, is right by my home. we went and played ddr and street fighter. i did oks, i beat someone good once. so rusty, i just nots as good as i used to be, but i gonna play more and gets better again. just wait! i also did good at ddr once i learned how the stupid pad works. is not so easy going from a hard pad at home to a real pad. very hard to step right. did ok, managed to get an A on a heavy song, which is hard! was not a hard heavy song, but whatevers. buutttttttttttttttttttttterfly!

saturday, we gots a bonfire! cept, i slept. i slept lots. i slept past when i needed to be nots sleeping. bonfire was at 3, buts i woke up at 3:30. ooooooops! sluf called me 38 times. i thinks he might be stalking me. left me lots of voice mails. funnnnnnny stuffs. i wakes up eventually, and we leave to get lutrian and clinton. that took a bit, by which time they had cancelled the bonfire and moved it to aloha's house, which is...........errrr...........yes. it is aloha's house. no more gets said bouts that.

we go there and hang out with many furs who showed up once it was nots a bonfire. stupid furs, i wanted to burn things! had things with to burn, including a plushie that peoples would not let me bbq. they would nots be able to stop bonfiring though!

plushie did nots die. oh wells, it is cute and can stay here. it scared me though, tells you bout that in a moment.

we left aloha's place around 2am and dropped off lutrian at his home. we then wents to family fun again. gots there at 3, and played ddr and street fighter. i did nots do so good at ddr or street fighter. did have fun for the hour though. we left, and went home!

clinton stayed here, cuz he did. went to sleeps at 6am, gots up at 8:30 am to go to the fashion district in downtown LA! fennecbob was there, and we were gonna go shopping for fabrics n stuffs. we did that. we left round noon and went to my place.

at my place, we sat and waited for it to get cooler and for traffic to not sucks like sucking sucks suckers. clinton borrowed a tail, so all three of us had them on when we left. fennecbob also had ears and paws on, and he is weird. not just weird, but weird weird. also had a collar on, big collar! he left his leash in the car, though.

we left, and went to the third street promenade. walked around lots more, and saw things and bought things. i got squishies from brookstone, cuz they're nice to paw at. *squishsquishsquish* has no use, but is squiiishy!

oh yeah, we wents to dennys for food before 3rd street. got funny looks, and stuffs. bob ordered milk cuz he's a cat. weirdo. i ordered raspberry ice tea cuz i'm a kitty but milk is for poopfaces.

got bored after talking to PETA people who were being dumb and boycotting something cuz they abuse sheep. stupid peta, go boycott montana. baaaaaaaa means noooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! peta does not likes us i do not think. when we went back to the car, had peoples in the elevator asking us if we were with peta. we said no, and told them some stuffs, they said some stuffs, and it was all dumb. do not cares enough to type the stuffs, cuz it is like smelling dog butt.

left, went to petco! got maaaaaaaany weird looks, and some funny comments from peoples. bob boughts himself a tag, with his herm fursona's name on it. he does nots have boobs though, so i do nots know why. if he had boobs, i'd hugs him more. the tag had fire things on it, cuz i thinks he is flaming or somestuffs. that's what clinton said, and i thinks clinton is right cuz he dressed up very metero to hang out with bob before, cuz he wanted boys to hit on him. clinton says he is straight.

says.

by this time, it is 7pm and it is late and we is tired. bob has been up for 25 hours or somethings like that. bob lives in anaheim. that is a long drive, but we drove and dropped him off. we drove back, gots home, is now almost 10pm and i been here for a lil bit typing this. i nots so good at the typings when i am this tired, but i cannot sleeps, cuz i suck.

gonna sleeps soon, cuz i gots to drive clinton to san pedro before works tomorrow.

oh, plushie scared me! clinton was holding it, and left it on my bed, i did nots notice. i went to sleeps, then woke up on my tummy like always. left arm under my head, looking to the right, right arm by my side. open eyes, and there is a kirara tucked under my covers up to its neck. was cute, and scared me stupid! i decided plushie scares mean i gets another hour of sleeps. i am banning it from my bed and it will stay nots near it until i decide whats to do with it.

oooooh, forgots! sluf draws things. draws them good. he forgots paper n stuffs, so i let him use my pocket pc and he drew on it at the furmeet. here is one of the pix that i changed to jaypegs. is nows my desktop, my pocket pc desktop, my cell phone wall paper, clinton's cell phone wall paper. i thinks we gots issues. if you wants to see it, this is it!



guess you do nots get a choice, i linked it in and it loaded and now you sees it. hehe =^.^=

ok, i gonna go nows, cuz i gots squishies to play with. *squiiiiiiiiiiiiiishhhhhhhhhhhhh*

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happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gots my phone back =^.^=

well, gots the new one. gots to send em the old one. just happy to have a real phone again!

Weekend updates!

from before, i said what my weekend was supposed to be. i gonna recap now.

thursday - turtle racing
friday - clubbing
saturday - work!
sunday - bbq!
monday - party!
tuesday - eye exam!

Thursday, Friday, and Saturday all went like they was supposed to.

Sunday I played darts, then drove to Pino's house for movies. After that, I drove to down by Long Beach, got home around 5am!

Monday - wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

the prancing skiltaire shifted their monthly party to be on july 4th. it was fuuuuun! i picked up chris and lutrian, then went on down to garden grove. we got there an hour early, which i was nots expecting. figured i would hit traffics and have problems!

was quiet when we got there, so we sat out back and i started drinking. went through 8oz of tequilla and 10 guinness while at the PS. could tell you details, but you don't wanna read all that stuffs =^.^= I did threaten to bbq a plushie, but they wouldn't let me. now i am stuck with the thing and do not know whats to do with it yet. is cute though! will take a picture when i gets my phone back.

afterwards we wents to Alohawolf's place! was very funny, cuz me, chris, and clinton went for booze. we also got asked to bring back food. long story short, we caused some serious silly and broke more than a couple laws. but that is ok, cuz it was fun and no one got hurt. i took a nap cuz i got bored over tv arguments, then woke up to drive lutrian and chris home.

was a good day! i gots home at 7am this morning.

eye apt went well, was $50 for the refraction. is $120 for contact training and a supply of disposables so i can get used to wearing contacts. i gets them on monday, i think. did not need new glasses, cuz my prescription did not really change. that is good.

oh! also ran into someone i knew from school at the prancing skiltaire. turns out he is a fur, never knew =^.^= was very funny, we are gonna hang out this saturday, and play some street fighter. i thinks it will be fun!

gonna go shopping in the fabric district on sunday too, that will be fun.

hehe

will tell you the ps stories later. right now I am sitting at the eye place bored! taking so long =Y.Y=


gonna get contacts, soon I hopes.

darts time!

gonna go play some darts with Pino, and maybe catch a flick. yay!

other option was Arena, a club in west hollywood right by circus. tonight is gay night, so of course people wants to go and wants me to go with.

gonna pass this time =^.^=

i am bad, oops

no updates since june 30th? oh my!

not being able to pocket pc blog slows updates down. i am sorry =Y.Y=


This is how things was supposed to go!

Friday - wedding
Saturday - work
sunday - bbq
monday - prancing skiltaire
tuesday - eye exam

this is how things are going!

friday - matt got home too late to gets to the wedding. i ended up going out with same people from last week, cuz they said we were goin to a small bar again. nope, ended up at circus. i danced lots and lots and lots! actually sore today from dancing, not sure how long i went for.

saturday - worked! took a lil longer than i thoughts, but only cuz lots of new work got added. had dinner with a friend, then came home and sat for a bit. eventually went to sleeps around 7:30, and slept till 12:30! lots of sleeps for me =^.^=

sunday - this is now! bbq was cancelled, just found out when i woke up and checked phone. not sure whats i gonna do now, maybe go shopping. i know at 5 when laundry opens, i am going to take all the washers and do my laundry right then so i am good for another couple weeks.

ooooo i forgots! i ordered my birthday present =^.^=

Cobalt Flux ddr pad!

Can't wait till it gets here, will be -so- fun =^.^=